Woke Up Hurting

I’ve been thinking about this post since May 11th. A few days prior to that date Scottish Band Frightened Rabbit lead singer Scott Hutchison was reported missing. Hutchison suffered from mental illness. He never shied away from talking about it in his songs or in interviews. Late May 10th/ early May 11th his body was found having been washed ashore after he committed suicide. Just two days ago, celebrity chef and commentary Anthony Bourdain died as a result of suicide. As a society we talk about suicide in hushed tones. Mental health is a conversation best left for the confines of private spaces. This needs to stop. We have to talk about mental health. We have to let people know it is okay to get help. We would not stop someone from going to the doctor if they had broken a bone, we must be willing to talk about professional help for mental struggles as well.

Hutchison’s death hit me hard. He was 36. He was just a couple years younger than I am. He was a successful musician for all intents and purposes. He headed two successful bands, Frightened Rabbit and Mastersystem. He also had a strong solo career with Owl John. Yet he still fought his inner demons constantly. I am not a mental health professional, but I have experience with anxiety and depression. I know they are not easy to kick. They do not just go away. We need to remember this for our friends and our loved ones. We need to check in on each other.

I have not been a long time fan of Frightened Rabbit. I only started listening a few years ago, and only through a friend who had recommended their label-mate and fellow Scots We Were Promised Jet Packs. But, their songs and the words of Hutchison resonated with me immediately. With the release of Painting of a Panic Attack I became a devoted fan. Never before had I heard an album with such raw emotion, heartbreak and hope. I listened to that record more than any other during that year (and in the time since). I was fortunate enough to see them at LouFest 2016, and even more fortunate to meet 3/5 of the band at City Museum later that night (3/5th did not include Scott or his brother Grant sadly). I did get to tell the rest of the band how much Painting meant to me.

The specter of Scott Hutchison will be with me for a long time. His words will live with me and will continue to comfort me and thousands of others long after his death. I am thankful he shared his genius with the world. I hope that others can learn from him and find hope in his words.

I could share many Frabbits songs, but I will stick with a few that have impacted me. First up is “Woke Up Hurting” from Painting of a Panic Attack. Even prior to Hutchison’s death I listened to this entire record at least once a week.

Up next is “The Woodpile” from Pedestrian Verse. 

Hutchison had a close relationship with many bands, including Manchester Orchestra. Andy Hull and Hutchison wrote a beautiful song together called “The Architect”.

After the passing of Hutchison, many of his friends and fellow musicians played his songs in tribute. These can be difficult to watch as the emotions run high, but they are beautiful nonetheless. My new favorite Frabbits song is “Modern Leper”, particularly due to the tribute from English singer Frank Turner.

Fellow Scots The Twilight Sad have been closely tied with Frabbits for years. Scott and Twilight Sad’s lead singer James have written more than a few songs together. Recently The Twilight Sad has been playing “Keep Yourself Warm” at their shows. The emotion shown in this video is completely heartbreaking.

Life is hard. Be more kind to your fellow humans. Be more kind to yourself.

 

 

 

 

 

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2018 Jams…so far…

I know the year is young, but I’ve already been jamming out to some new music (and enjoying some new music videos as well).

First up is CHVRCHES with “Get Out”. The “video” is interesting, and the song is catchy as hell. I have a love hate relationship with CHVRCHES (not unlike that with The XX), but if this song is any indication, I will enjoy the forthcoming record.

 

The Decemberists are unique. They tell stories, their sound changes, but they are still such a strange and weird group. Their newest single “Severed” is a departure from their folky ways, but it is still every bit as Decemberistic(?) as every song they’ve ever released. The video is amazing, and is politically relevant, which we know I love. I cannot wait to see this band for the first time (!!!) at Innings Festival in March.

 

I’ve been enjoying English punk/folk singer Frank Turner for a few years. I’ve always enjoyed his raw sound. Despite many of his forefathers in the English punk/folk scene being explicitly political (think Billy Bragg), Turner has typically stayed away from those tones. His newest song, “1933” is very much a departure. He addresses the neo-fascist thinking that exists in our current environment while still having the typical Turner “lets go have a drink” ethos. I do quite love the statement “don’t go mistaking your house burning down for the dawn”. Such a vivid picture of our world today.

 

We all know how I feel about Moby. So it is no surprise that his newest single “Mere Anarchy” is here. The video is dark, but I think that is where Moby is (in his view on the world) at this time. If this song is any indication, I am looking forward to the new record.

Check Out: Frank Turner

I’ve been known to prefer music from the other side of the pond. This feeling used to be more prevalent than now due to all the amazing music coming from the streets and garages of this great country. However, I still have a soft spot for the music from the British Isles. A few months ago I stumbled on to the man, Frank Turner. I will be quite honest, when I first heard his song “Recovery” I thought he was just some British X Factor hack who got a recording contract from the song due to the popularity of modern folk rock. Boy, was I wrong. And I am so very glad I was wrong.

Turner got his start playing in punk and post-hardcore bands in England. After his band Million Dead split up in 2005, he decided to take his music another direction which included going solo.  He has referred to himself as an “English country singer” and does not embrace the labels of fellow folk singers from across the pond like Billy Bragg who is known for both his love songs and his protest songs. However, even Bragg himself has defended talk about Turner being into “right-wing” politics. I am not British, but listening to Turner’s lyrics, I think the man is very much pro-people, for what that is worth.

Turner has released 5 albums with his latest coming out this year Tape Deck Heart. He is getting ready to embark on a North American tour which includes stops in the midwest and west coast as well as Canada. He is coming to Las Vegas, and hopefully I will be able to catch his show, if I am not broke from seeing so many concerts.

His most recent single, “Losing Days”

Also off of Tape Deck Heart is “The Way I Tend to Be” which is probably my favorite of his songs.

The song that sold me on Frank Turner after first dismissing him was “I Still Believe” off of England Keep My Bones.

I really enjoy his lyrics, especially on this song. I think this song is a great representation of why I enjoy music so much. This blog is a manifestation of this belief. “I still believe in the sound that has the power to raise a temple and tear it down”…”Just remember folks we’re not just saving lives, we’re saving souls we’re having fun”.

You will like him if you like: Mumford & Sons, Flogging Molly, Billy Bragg, Dropkick Murphy’s.