I am working on a “Best of 2018” post, but odds are that won’t be posted for a little while. As I was thinking about the songs that defined 2018 for me, two songs in specific came to mind. As mentioned in the post “Woke Up Hurting” in May the lead singer of Frightened Rabbit, Scott Hutchison killed himself. I had already been listening to FRabbits a lot in 2018, but starting in May that went into overdrive. I’ve listened and re-listened to each of their albums many times, but The Midnight Organ Fight has become a favorite. This was the record that launched the band which had started out as a solo project for Hutchison. In 2018 they had begun touring on the 10th anniversary of the album. I had listened to this album before, but it really did not hit home until this year.
The two songs from the record which I have listened to almost once a day (at least) are “Modern Leper” and “Heads Roll Off”. Each of these songs has powerful lyrics (as typical with Hutchison’s writing). They performed them both earlier this year as a part of the MOF tour, and these two are taken from their AV Club Sessions.
A line from “Heads Roll Off” has become the rallying point for fans of FRabbits since Hutchison’s death. It has been heartwarming to hear about the impact Hutchinson has had on other singers and regular folks. Singers continue to honor his legacy, and fans have donated thousands of dollars to mental health organizations in the months since Hutchison passed. Like many of those regular fans, the line also sticks with me and will definitely be a motto for 2019 and beyond.
“While I am alive I’ll make tiny changes to Earth”